Yeah. I'm officially quitting on this. I've had enough of the constant struggles. I've been through enough of them in my fucking life to know better than to really push myself over the fucking edge with this one.

You know how they say that college has you walking in, thinking that you know everything there is to know, but walking out, as if you don't know anything at all? Well I don't doubt that....at all. But guess what? considering the fact that when I was young I was always told I didn't know anything to begin with, college might JUST be the end of me.

Not even trying to be funny here. I'm seriously sick of this structured environment SHIT. It's fucking ridiculous. Judge me as you want, but if you know me and you know my history, I think you can damn well BET I've done my time with heartache and misery. I don't need anymore.

I have also just been informed that I will be out on my own after the first of next year. Parents are "Sick of my shit", ha. So no more car is basically what that means...or much "fun cash"....or any cute college boys....oh and no money...til I get my dream job of spit cleaning G.W.B's shoes.

Therefore, I've had enough. I'll be dropping out at the end of this semester, I'll work on finding another job from now until then.

Lata.